We started at the same weight :3 but Im like..6 inches taller but girl your going to look amazing as you drop them pounds and inches. i mean when you get to that goal weight of your all them people who made you feel like shit, gave you dirty looks, are going to regret it. make them eat their words ;D
Thank you:) I just hate that I let myself get this way in the first place. I’ve ALWAYS complained about my weight and I’ve just let it get worse and worse. Go figure. What sucks the most is even when I drop 50 pounds and I’m at 200 I’m STILL going to hate my body because when I was 200 I hated my body then too xD. This is going to be a looooong journey. But my favorite quote to think of when I start thinking like that is “ Don’t let the fear of the time it will take to accomplish something stand in the way of your doing it. The time will pass anyway; we might just as well put that passing time to the best possible use”
While I’m doing this for MYSELF- Proving those other people wrong and making them eat their words will just be an extra treat xD I don’t think I look 250 though- It’s weird. My dad weighs 250 and he’s 6 ft tall! Lol Anyways, Thank you though! Haha I always ramble on, Lol. Good luck to you on your journey as well!
I am going to work my butt off these next two weeks. January 12th will be ONE month since my “start date” (December 12th). My goal was to lose 20 lbs in that one months time. I know most people can’t do that, But since I’m bigger (250 lbs) that is possible for me. The bigger you are- The faster your weight will come off… Then it will gradually reduce as time goes on and I get smaller. I’ll be happy if I’ve lost 10 lbs honestly. I know I’ve changed a lot of my ways, But I haven’t been AS loyal as I should have been, But anything is better than what I was doing. Before I was drinking ZERO water. I did ZERO exercise. And I was probably eating 4000 calories a day (no joke) plus the times I was eating were off the wall. I went from that to drinking water daily. Doing 45 minutes of cardio daily and limiting my calories to 1,200-1,500. Even if I haven’t been doing AS WELL as I wanted to. Even if I only worked out 30 minutes or only had 4 cups of water or even has 1,700 calories- That’s STILL much better than where I was and what I was doing. I might not see as a big of a change as I potentially could have or as big of a change as I wanted to- But I have to see SOME change.
These next two weeks I plan to do everything right. Workout EVERYDAY. Drink 8 cups of water a day. 1,200-1,500 calories at MOST. No exceptions, No days off, No cheating, Just dedication.
I bought a new scale because I didn’t think my dial one was very accurate because the needle goes back and forth on it and it’s hard to read. So, I bought a digital one. Anything less than 250 lbs is that much close to my goal weight (125) I’m surprised I made it this far actually. I know I beat myself up when I slip up. Even if I slip up everyday- I’m still doing better than I was before I even started.
I don’t plan on just saying “screw it” and not trying any more, But honestly, I feel like I’m kidding myself because it’s not like I go a while and then have ONE bad day. I screw up EVERY SINGLE DAY on SOMETHING- I’ve had a “good day” maybe 3 or 4 times out of this entire time. I’m getting no where.
Ugh, The days just keep getting worse and worse. Not only did I not eat breakfast, But I didn’t eat lunch either. It’s 3:05 and I’m not even hungry. I haven’t had any water today. I was going to workout tonight, But my friends are making me go to some party that I don’t even want to go to so I can’t. You’d think, Oh well- Go workout now- But You’re not supposed to workout on an empty stomach. Then, I would have to shower afterwards. Sweat+shower= no make up. I already did my make up for the day and I’m not redoing it. It’s far too expensive and takes like an hour to put on and I dk when they are going to come get me and I don’t want to “not be ready” and ruin their plans.
THIS is why I always “give up” and quit because no matter what I do or how hard I try- EVERYTHING messes up. I can’t stick to anything, be consistent with anything. Even if I do manage to get SOMETHING done- It’s UN done by something I didn’t do. So what’s the freaking point
I started my “weight loss journey” on December 12th, But since it’s so close to the “New Year” everyone is going to assume my weight loss is a “New Year’s Resolution”. No, It’s not. I’ve never once made one nor do I ever plan to. Nobody ever sticks to them anyways.
I’m usually up around 7:30 or earlier, but these past few days I haven’t gotten up until 10 or later. That throws my breakfast off because I can’t eat right when I get up, I’m usually nauseated for about two hours after I get up. If I’m waking at 10 that means I can’t eat until 12 which is too late for “breakfast”- It’s lunch time. So, These past 2 days I haven’t had breakfast and that’s the most important meal ._. I really need to start waking up around 7 again.
At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over his lap. When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice. When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back. When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row. When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by waiting until he left the house. When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was in fashion. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste. When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter. When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car. You thanked him by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he told you how deep he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him . You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children. And then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART. If you love your dad, reblog
well I just started following you and wanted to know about you. thank you for doing it!
I was just directing that to everyone in general so if it sounded kind of rude I’m sorry xD That wasn’t my intention. I like answering questions- I just didn’t fill like tagging people because I’m lazy xDDD
Well, Today was a bust. I’ve had over 1800 calories (less than 2000) I’ve only had like one sip of water and that was for me to take my stomach medicine. I haven’t done my workout YET, But of course I still plan on doing it tonight. I always get like this when I’m on my cycle. I’ll go all day without eating and then I’ll eat all of my calories at one time and inevitably go over. It’s not that I’m eating a ton- Just WHAT I eat is fattening. We have like NOTHING here suitable for me and we haven’t been to the market in like 2 weeks. I doubt I’ll even get to go this weekend. *sigh*
Tag, you’re it! Here are the rules: Each tagged person must post ten things about themselves. You have to choose and tag ten people. Go to their blogs and tell them you tagged them. No tag back:)
Okay, This is like the 4th one of these I’ve been tagged in, But I’ve been too lazy to do it, Haha. I’m really not that interesting of a person so I don’t really have 10 interesting things to say about myself. I probably won’t tag anyone else either, Lol.
My name is Lindsey
I graduated high school in May of 2010
I want to have a career in cosmetology and or Childhood and development.
I have a 2007 Chevy Malibu that just sits in my drive way because a failed my drivers test ._.